story of ma life ..
searching for the right ...
but it keeps avoiding me ...
sorrow in ma soul ..
cuz it seems that wrong ..
really loves ma company ...
he's more than a man ..
and this is more than love ..
the reason not the sky is blue ...
the clouds are rollin' in ...
bcuz i'm gone again ...
and to him i jst can't be true ...
and i know that he knows i'm unfaithful , and it kills him inside ...
to know that i'm ..
happy with some other guy ..
i can see him dying ...
i dun wana do this anymore ..
i dun wana be the reason why ..
everytime i walk out the door ..
i see him dying a little more inside ..
i dun wana hurt him anymore ...
i dun wana take away his life ...
i dun wana be ...
a murderer...
i feel it in the air ...
as i'm doing ma hair ..
preparing for another date ...
a kiss upon ma cheek ..
as he reluctantly ..
ask if i'm gona be out late ..
i say i won't be long ...
jst hanging with the girls ..
i lie i didn't have to tell ..
bcuz we both know where i'm about to go ..
and we know it very well ...
cuz i know that he knows i'm unfaithful , and it kills him inside ...
to know that i'm ...
happy with some other guy ..
i can see him dying ...
i dun wana do this anymore ...
i dun wana be the reason why ..
everytime i walk out the door ..
i see him dying a little more inside ..
i dun wana hurt him anymore ..
i dun wana take away his life ..
i dun wana be ...
a murderer ...
our love ..
his trust ...
i might as well take a gun and put into his head ..
get rid over with ...
i dun wana do this ...
anymore ...
wooo..
anymore ...
and i dun wana do this anymore ...
i dun wana be the reason why ..
and everytime i walk out the door..
i see him dying a little more inside ...
and i dun wana hurt him anymore ...
i dun wana take away his life ...
i dun wana be ...
a murderer..
a murderer..
no no no ..
yeah ...